A Door to Everywhere

A door to Everywhere.
A door to Nowhere.
Is this the meaning of Death?

So many people seem to have faith in what lies beyond that door. I am not one of them. I only know doubts. I don't care about the truth, I'm just looking for the reset button of my conscience.
A way of no longer being what I am.
Of no longer seeing what I see.
Of no longer desiring what I desire.
Of no longer loving what I love.
Because all that makes me the human being that I have become is now hundreds of needles piercing my soul.

Tell me: is there a way to end reality other than walking through that door? Because I don't see any others.